.. birthday wish ..

from mama. hehe =D

slmt ulang thn k 22,(dan ulangan ayat yg sama) tambahan;- buat lah pekerjaan yg d rahmati Allah selalu. [followed by emoticons :p 8D :o ;)..] doa mama mengiringi hidup mu ..p/s msg ni ma anta smlm pg,pg ni dibritahu not dilivered25/3

hehe.

tq mama. nak adiah!!

.. terima kasih ..

what on earth could ever stop me from smiling?

.. officially ..

i'm twenty two years old!
ohoh~
250387-250309
thanks for all wishes via call/text/fs/fb etc.
tq sooOOo much.
i hereby wishing two of my friends, who are sharing the same birth date with me,

miss HANNANI KAMAL [250387]

and

miss SHARIFAH ILI ANATI [250388]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO USSSSS!!!~

=D

.. berhujung minggu di Kelantan ..

malam 19 mac bertolak. sampai 6 pagi. hujan yg lebat gile. aku jatuh tergelincir mase panjat rim tayar bas sbb nak amik beg. sampai skg sakit kat area dada. hmms.

day 1 - 20 mac.
destinasi pertame adelah umah nenek elyn. eh boleh tak kalau nak blog guna loghat kelantan? boleh terima kasih. mulo tu aku g umoh nenek elyn. sapa jah ado nenek nge atok elyn. nge sapo tah. smentar jah. pete tu plop aku nge family elyn g pata, Pantai Irama. best!! angin kuat deh. male plop g make nasi kerabut yati. mak aih sedapnye la. tapi manih blako. pehe2 jela ke. tp burung goreng sedap k. eh PUYUH goreng.

day 2 - 21 mac
g rantau panje nge qema. qema drive atoznya. best2! tapi panah sugoh la weh. terbakar muka ku. huhu T.T beli beg nge baju selai. dahtu jale2 tgk brg2. tapi tokleh lamo, kito doh pening2. make tomyam kt tanah merah. sedap2! male tu tak g mano dah. duk umoh jah. eh eh ado. g umah sapo tah. sedara elyn. make lagi. make satey. wwwwoooow!!

day 3 - 22 mac
umi elyn masak~ keli sedapp. wuaaaaa~ pete tu g kb smetar. ronda naik kete jah. sbb male tu bas pkl 8.30. huhu. dah nak kena balik. wuaaaa

kesimpule, klate meme best. make sana sedap tp manih blako la ke. aku ni jenih hok make manih, so ok la sket. tak mace saing aku, si lin tu. sapa muntah2 tak tehe. hihi~ banyok tmpt tak sempat g. pasar siti kadijah pon tak sempat.

tak apo la. nati bilo2 aku bulih jah g sano lagi ke.

hehe. ok tak loghat klate aku, cik kuki? =p

.. piknik ..

sapa baju biru tu? tak kenal.

.. what a wonderful day! ..

piknik ptg td. BEST!

me, my papan, nana, mie, nizzy, shawal, elyn and lin~

dominos for rm72. kenyang siut. dahla sedap!! CLASSIFIED CHICKEN yg super cheessssyyyyy~

pics will b uploaded later! :D

love u papan >< !!!

.. pernah tak korang rasa useless? ..

skg aku rasa mcm tu. tak cukup dgn itu, siap rasa loser lagi.

ceh.

wadefak.

.. make up dan kulit ..

since internet connection is fucking bad, i'm gonna write something lah.
dah beberapa hari aku tak blog kan.

hmmm. so i am in my lovely house. LOVELY LA SANGAT. haha
ok mmg lovely pon. after hectic days i've gone through, dapatla balik kejap.

tp kejap2 pon dapat jumpa FYA, my niece. eeeeeeee so comel!
here are some pictures of her.






comel kan comel kannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

tadi my sis in law, kak ifa gave me make up things! haha. dont you know wahai kak ifa, i dont wear make up?
okla setakat compact powder gua layan la. lain2 tu mmg gua lemah la beb.

gahahha! eh betul la. i swear.
i dont even wear blusher, eye shadow, mascara, or even celak!
smua tu ada (except maskara) tapi mmg aku tak pakai.
RIMAS.
kalau pakai pon, on special occasion saje.
cam dinner ke, ada presentation ke, ataupon nak bajet ayu.
wakaka! no no i'm lying.

maybe that explains macam mana aku boleh ada good skin complexion, kot?
yela, make up semua tu chemicals. aku amik kimia, mmg aku tau ah.
jgn pecaya sgt dgn chemicals. semua tu akan ada kesan.
unless pakai kosmetik yg berasaskan herba, insyaALLAH ok.

sebenarnya aku kecik2 dulu ..
CEY NAK KONGSI RAHSIA KEJELITAAN PULAK.
dulu aku kecik2, zaman sekolah rendah dulu, aku pakai sabun susu kambing.
aku tak pasti jenama apa, tp memang susu kambing ah.
yg bulat warna cream tu. pastuh kotak dia warna ijau.
aku rasa sebab tu la kot muka aku tak penah dinaiki [?] jerawat.
eh tipu la kalau tak penah kan.
penah jerawat paling sakit dlm dunia masa djh 5.
pastu dah surut. jerawat2 manja lain just tumbuh masa period.
tu pon sat saja, dua tiga hari hilang la.
dan, aku sejak kecik mmg dilarang pakai make up!
penah aku curi2 make up mak aku, sekali kena marah daa!

haha. nsb baik dia mrh kan.

pastu high school plak dah ala2 tomboy, lagi ah kan.
tak main la make up ni. T.T
fashion nak rugged je~

so itulah dia rahsia kejelitaanku. haha geli siut.
kulit aku bukan la licin cam ponggong baby, tp saat ni mmg takde langsung la jerawat.
lagipon jerawat mmg susah naik kat org berkulit gelap ni.
sbb pigmen melanin dia tebal.
so ALHAMDULILLAH.
tu aku heran tu, kenapa la org ckp kulit putih tu cantik?
eh mmg ah cantik. tp tahukah anda, kulit putih tu menandakan anda tak sihat?
melanin anda sikit, dan kulit anda sgt nipis.
sbb tu bila panas atau malu anda blushing2 nampak merah2.
TU SALURAN DARAH YG MENGEMBANG K.

[utk sesiapa yg tak tahu la]

eh eh apasal pulak cerita pasal ketebalan kulit??!

hmm.
tu je kot. aku nak cite byk2 pon, rasa malas.
cuti aku dilanjutkan sendiri sehingga hari selasa.
sebab tiket balik SA esok DAH HABIH!
t__________________t

BYE!

.. what i actually want in life ..

i'm getting tired and tired-er doing things which not in my fav-things-to-do list. i've told you so many times, and let me tell you once again.

i hate science. i hate chemistry.

yeah. THE BIGGEST MISTAKE in mylife, no?

took this course as a respectiation [?] towards my mother. she was the one who wanted me to take the so-called science courses so bad. any courses will do, tapi mesti sains. arghhhh~ then, as advised by old friend of mine, Fariz, i chose this APPLIED CHEMISTRY course as he suggested.

now what?

i suffer a lot. i suffer for three years!! yes this is my final semester, the very lasssssssst part of my degree. but still, tak dapat generate minat langsung. melampau kalau aku cakap, aku skang pon masih blur blur dgn chemistry.

i dont know. its just too hard for me. to deal with the facts to be memorized. the experiments, labs, labcoats, chemicals.

dont you ever think that i'm clever. i absolutely not. with 3 pointers for every semesters, tu tak membawa maksud i'm clever. i just hate doing things i am doing right now.

i depends on my friends too much. too much i tell you. you can really ask my friends. they know. i dont even know how to calculate the number of moles. i have to refer to my notes. i have to write on my book, how to calculate using m1v1 = m2v2 formulae. shit!

i'm in tensed. i'm bonded to the government as i mentioned before [due to the JPA scholarship]. that means i'm dead. i hafta work with them for four years. FOUR YEARS, or maybe more.

i don't want to be bonded anymore!! i suffered enough!! i don't want to work as a chemist etc!!

anyone, pls give me money to pay them [the JPA]. sebagai denda. hahaha! hmm how much ek. ade la dalam rm100k camtuh.

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i actually love arts, and bussiness thingy. mom said, bisnes2 tu bosan. keje kat opis segala, mmg bosan. i know i know. but i just love the way they dressed. huhu~ i want to be a businesswoman someday. i no need a gas-station, i just need a business much smaller than that. maybe a boutique selling clothes, bags, or bundle stores. or maybe a burger stalls? no kidding. all that are possible kan.

ah nevermind. i might be paid rm2k per month as a chemist. or i may even get more if i work harder. alah bukan susah sgt pon. T_T

i want to kumpul2 duit. help my parents. help my siblings. and then, i'll help myself. i don't want to be selesa for now, cz that means something goes wrong. i think its best for me to suffer at first. righttttt?

od God, pls show me the path, show me the ways. help me help me.

ps; i have 2 tests and 1 takehome test to submit tommorow. and now i'm blogging. why oh why.