Wednesday, February 11

.. geram !!! ..

sakit hati betoi. 800grams sampel basah [beli dr tesco], makan berbelas ringgit jugak ah. masuk oven berhari2, grind into powder lagi. dah tu, soak dlm ethanol selama 24 jam. tiga kali soak pulak tu kan. yg bengang tu, lps grind tu, sampel ni la yg paling banyak. dok ada 163grams compare dgn sampel2 lain. tapi ntah! lepas rotavap [MOLOTOF] je, timbang2 tengok tinggal 0.56grams saja. MANA TAK HANGIN???!!!

utk buat tests semua tu, kena ada at least 2grams la. ada banyak lagi bagus kan. perghh sakit jiwa siot. tau tak apa maksudnya? maksudnya saya kena repeat balik dr the very first step yg dulu saya buat at the end of sem 5; nov 08. now dah feb 09. bygkan. bygkan 3 bulan saya buat benda alah tu, last2 tak cukup. TAK PATUT KE AKU BENGANG???

yg sampel lagi satu tu pon cukup2 makan je. ada 2gram lebih. ceh. babi betoi. tension!!!! eyyyyyyyyyyyy... geram betoi saya. HUWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!~

oh yes, saya sdg bercakap ttg final year project saya. end of april dah start exam, takkan masa tu hegeh nak buat lagi kot. so for sure la kena siapkan before final exam. HELLO!!!

babibabibabibabibabibabibabi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 comments:

  1. orang2 di bidang science mmg kene patience yang tinggi, kalau kecewa mmg it's totally okay to be mad about it.

    Thomas edison took i think around 900++ times before he finally figures out the correct pattern for the light bulb.

    so, never give up trying, at least, you still have time by your side

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  2. hmm.. what about IF im the one who never LIKE science?

    what about if i'm not into chemistry?

    and what about, i do have patience, but not in this stream?

    huh.

    this is really a bad nightmare.

    I HATE CHEMISTRY !!!
    sick of it.

    fullstop! T____T

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  3. then i couldnt say much!

    you just have to finish this journey right till the end and start afresh in whatever stream you interested in.

    in that sense, never give up trying also.

    never give up trying to finish this journey of science, and never give up to fulfill your interest later on. Only ourselves can achieve what we actually want, and we couldnt get any satisfaction from achieving what people expect of you to achieve.

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